{"id":10358,"date":"2016-02-15T09:39:13","date_gmt":"2016-02-15T09:39:13","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/?p=10358"},"modified":"2016-02-15T09:39:13","modified_gmt":"2016-02-15T09:39:13","slug":"o-fata-grasa","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/o-fata-grasa\/","title":{"rendered":"O fat\u0103 gras\u0103"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>La premiile BAFTA de seara trecut\u0103, c\u00e2\u015ftig\u0103toarea premiului BAFTA pentru actri\u0163\u0103 \u00een rol secundar a fost Kate Winslet, cu demen\u0163ialul ei rol de asistent\u0103-prieten\u0103-m\u00e2n\u0103-dreapt\u0103-gur\u0103-c\u00e2t-\u015fura din Steve Jobs.<br \/>\n\u015ei a urmat momentul care m-a f\u0103cut s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng \u00een pumni. Momentul \u00een care Winslet \u015fi-a primit trofeul \u015fi \u015fi-a amintit clipa c\u00e2nd profesorul de actorie a umilit-o verbal pentru kilogramele \u00een plus \u015fi i-a zis c\u0103 o s\u0103 joace doar roluri de gras\u0103 toat\u0103 via\u0163a. <\/p>\n<p>Pentru c\u0103 \u00eenainte de a intra la actorie, la Bucure\u015fti, am f\u0103cut un an la Cluj, la clasa unor idio\u0163i cu spume, care practicau umilirea verbal\u0103 ca mod de educa\u0163ie, \u015fi care \u00eentre timp au \u015fi fost \u00eenl\u0103tura\u0163i ca profesori de la catedr\u0103, \u00een urma continuei torturi fizice \u015fi psihice la care \u00ee\u015fi supuneau studen\u0163ii. <\/p>\n<p>De obicei, v\u00e2rsta de 18 &#8211; 19 ani la care te duci s\u0103 dai admitere e v\u00e2rsta la care egoul t\u0103u e cel mai fragil dintre toate. Iar dac\u0103 vii dintr-o copil\u0103rie de perpetu\u0103 futere-n gur\u0103, ultimul lucru de care ai nevoie e \u00eenc\u0103 o por\u0163ie de muie minimalizant\u0103. <\/p>\n<p>\u015ei nu m\u0103 refer doar la nevoie ca om. Vreau s\u0103 zic: ultimul lucru care ar ajuta vreodat\u0103 la dezvoltarea ta creativ &#8211; artistic\u0103, la formarea ta ca artist \u015fi la punerea temeliei tale profesionale e \u00eenc\u0103 o por\u0163ie de muie minimalizant\u0103.<br \/>\nPentru c\u0103 orice form\u0103 de art\u0103 e bazat\u0103 pe d\u0103ruire de sine.<br \/>\n\u015ei nu ai cum s\u0103 te d\u0103ruie\u015fti c\u00e2nd vine vaca, se uit\u0103 lung \u015fi acru la tine \u015fi \u00eencepe s\u0103 \u0163ipe de-\u0163i implodeaz\u0103 urechile:<br \/>\n-Nu pot s\u0103 cred, iar te-ai \u00eengr\u0103\u015fat \u00een weekend.<br \/>\nD\u0103ruirea se usuc\u0103 \u015fi cade. Iar tu execu\u0163i mecanic ac\u0163iunea din scen\u0103, zici vorbele \u015fi te duci \u00een mor\u0163ii m\u0103-tii. Retragi complet investi\u0163ia de sine. <\/p>\n<p>Iar motivul pentru care \u00eei sunt pe veci recunosc\u0103toare lui Florin Zamfirescu e metoda lui de predat actorie. La un moment dat, surprins\u0103 c\u0103 nu-mi remarc\u0103 oscila\u0163ia sus-jos a kilogramelor, l-am \u00eentrebat eu. Din iner\u0163ia masochist\u0103 a omului care a fost torturat un an pentru fiecare sut\u0103 de grame:<br \/>\n-Nu vi se pare c\u0103 m-am \u00eengr\u0103\u015fat?<br \/>\n-Fata tatii, kilogramele se pun \u015fi se dau c\u00e2nd vrem noi. Adev\u0103rul scenic exist\u0103 sau nu. <\/p>\n<p>\u015ei \u0103la a fost momentul c\u00e2nd am \u00eenceput s\u0103 m\u0103 vindec. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>La premiile BAFTA de seara trecut\u0103, c\u00e2\u015ftig\u0103toarea premiului BAFTA pentru actri\u0163\u0103 \u00een rol secundar a fost Kate Winslet, cu demen\u0163ialul ei rol de asistent\u0103-prieten\u0103-m\u00e2n\u0103-dreapt\u0103-gur\u0103-c\u00e2t-\u015fura&#46;&#46;&#46;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":10359,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-10358","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-spicy"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/02\/Kate-Winslet.jpg?fit=300%2C400&ssl=1","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10358","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=10358"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10358\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10360,"href":"https:\/\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10358\/revisions\/10360"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/10359"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=10358"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=10358"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=10358"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}