Uneori, descoperi online cum c\u00e2te unul sau una dintre fo\u0219tii t\u0103i colegi, prieteni, colaboratori a pierdut busola. Delireaz\u0103 distructiv sau autodistructiv, arunc\u0103 acuza\u021bii oripilante, face gesturi care te las\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 aer, \u0219i \u00ee\u021bi dai seama c\u0103 lucrurile au luat-o pe o cale f\u0103r\u0103 \u00eentoarcere. <\/p>\n
Poate mai jenante sunt reac\u021biile binevoitorilor care se bag\u0103-n seam\u0103, inoportuni, lipsi\u021bi de tact \u0219i plini de prejudec\u0103\u021bi cum numai pro\u0219tii autentici pot s\u0103 fie. Comentacii care le \u0219tiu pe toate. <\/p>\n
Poate c\u0103, acum mul\u021bi ani, a\u0219 fi avut arogan\u021ba sinistr\u0103 s\u0103 pretind c\u0103 eu sunt mai presus, c\u0103 a\u0219a ceva nu m\u0103 poate atinge \u0219i c\u0103 nu am cum s\u0103 ajung acolo. \u00cen fond, eu sunt un om puternic, \u0219tiu s\u0103-mi intimidez adversarii, \u0219tiu s\u0103 ob\u021bin ce vreau \u0219i s\u0103 sf\u0103r\u00e2m emo\u021bional pe oricine se pune cu mine. <\/p>\n
Sunt un om lucid, care-\u0219i m\u0103soar\u0103 just investi\u021biile de timp \u0219i sentimente, \u0219i nu am cum s\u0103 \u00eemi pierd m\u0103sura. <\/p>\n
Dar noaptea omul doarme. \u0218i periodic, are co\u0219maruri. <\/p>\n
Co\u0219maruri \u00eengrozitor de reale, din care \u00ee\u021bi aminte\u0219ti abia diminea\u021ba, vag, cum fugeai de ceva extrem de amenin\u021b\u0103tor \u0219i familiar, dar ai uitat ce. Co\u0219marul \u00een care mureai \u00een mijlocul drumului \u0219i lumea trecea nep\u0103s\u0103toare pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 tine. Co\u0219marul \u00een care \u00ee\u021bi tot suna cineva la u\u0219\u0103 \u0219i la interfon, iar tu nu voiai s\u0103-i deschizi. Co\u0219marul \u00een care \u021bi se topeau \u0219i \u00ee\u021bi c\u0103deau toate oasele. Co\u0219maruri cu oameni care au murit. Co\u0219maruri \u00een care e\u0219ti \u00eenmorm\u00e2ntat de\u0219i tu tr\u0103ie\u0219ti \u0219i nu po\u021bi s\u0103 te mi\u0219ti. \u015ei alte co\u015fmaruri, pe care nu le \u0163ii minte, \u015ftii doar c\u0103 au fost oribile. <\/p>\n
\u0218i atunci \u00ee\u021bi dai seama ce norocos e\u0219ti c\u00e2nd te treze\u0219ti diminea\u021ba \u0219i \u00eenc\u0103 ai toate \u021biglele pe cas\u0103. Poate c\u0103 to\u021bi fo\u0219tii t\u0103i cunoscu\u021bi care url\u0103 a pustiu \u0219i se lupt\u0103 public cu demoni pe care nu-i vede nimeni s-au r\u0103t\u0103cit \u00een labirintul unui astfel de co\u0219mar \u0219i au se zbat s\u0103 ias\u0103 la lumin\u0103. <\/p>\n
\u00cencerca\u0163i cu comp\u0103timire, oameni buni. Mai pu\u021bine verdicte, mai mult\u0103 \u00een\u021belegere. Iar dac\u0103 nu ai nimic omenesc de zis, nu rata fenomenala oportunitate de a t\u0103cea \u00een\u021belept \u015fi filosofic. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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