O \u015fti\u0163i to\u0163i pe asta. Pe vremea mea, tot ce zbura se m\u00e2nca \u015fi toate g\u0103urile aveau p\u0103r. Pe vremea mea, salariul era mare \u015fi m\u0103rfurile ieftine. Nu conta c\u0103 nu se g\u0103seau \u015fi c\u0103 st\u0103teai la coad\u0103 jum\u0103tate de zi pentru ele; \u00een teorie erau mai ieftine. Pe vremea mea nu erau divor\u0163uri, \u015fi te puteai ur\u00ee lini\u015ftit cu una \u015fi aceea\u015fi persoan\u0103 p\u00e2n\u0103 la ad\u00e2nci b\u0103tr\u00e2ne\u0163e, apoi mureai tot singur, dar m\u0103car cu via\u0163a radical ciuntit\u0103 \u015fi cu zero vise realizate. Pe vremea mea nu era normal s\u0103 faci sex oral, iar sexul normal se f\u0103cea pe \u00eentuneric \u015fi cu c\u0103ma\u015fa de noapte drept prezervativ. Pe vremea mea nu erau at\u00e2\u0163ia gay, sau cel pu\u0163in habar n-aveam de ei, ceea ce \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 nu erau. Pe vremea mea erai prieten cu copiii de pe strada ta, nu cu oameni de pe net pe care nu-i cuno\u015fti \u00een realitate. Pe vremea mea… <\/p>\n
Exist\u0103 un singur lucru pe care \u00eel regret totu\u015fi, din ad\u00e2ncul inimii, de pe vremea mea. \u015ei anume, incredibila independen\u0163\u0103 pe care mi-am ob\u0163inut-o (bine, \u00een limitele unei severit\u0103\u0163i formale care azi nu mai intereseaz\u0103 pe nimeni) \u00een copil\u0103rie. <\/p>\n
\u0162in minte cum, din a doua zi de \u015fcoal\u0103, i-am convins pe to\u0163i adul\u0163ii c\u0103 m\u0103 descurc s\u0103 merg \u015fi singur\u0103. M\u0103 sim\u0163eam mic\u0103 \u015fi proast\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 duc\u0103 cineva la \u015fcoal\u0103. \u0162in minte cum m\u0103 duceam s\u0103 fac singur\u0103 cump\u0103r\u0103turi, de la \u015fapte ani, \u015fi nu gre\u015feam niciodat\u0103 la rest; \u015fi da, cump\u0103ram \u015fi alcool \u015fi tutun pentru cei din familie. Nu era ca \u015fi cum m-ar fi interesat pe atunci c\u0103 astea sunt vicii \u015fi nu au ce c\u0103uta \u00een m\u00e2na mea. Pentru mine era un exerci\u0163iu de gestionat \u015fi num\u0103rat bani. \u0162in minte c\u0103 m-am \u00eenscris singur\u0103 la biblioteca public\u0103 a ora\u015fului, tot \u00een clasa a I-a, \u015fi satisfac\u0163ia pe care am tr\u0103it-o c\u00e2nd am mers singur\u0103 cu autobuzul p\u00e2n\u0103 acolo \u015fi am cobor\u00e2t la sta\u0163ia corect\u0103. <\/p>\n
\u0162in minte cum nu suportam s\u0103 se bage adul\u0163ii s\u0103 fac\u0103 teme cu mine, pentru c\u0103 aveam acest sentiment acut c\u0103 \u00een via\u0163\u0103 omul trebuie s\u0103 se descurce cu for\u0163e proprii. \u015ei \u0163in minte cum o gr\u0103mad\u0103 de lume din bloc prefera s\u0103-\u015fi mediteze mai t\u00e2rziu la matematic\u0103 copiii corigen\u0163i cu mine, nu cu un profesor, pentru c\u0103 eu \u015ftiam s\u0103 explic la mintea copilului, aveam r\u0103bdare (normal c\u0103 o aveam, c\u00e2nd la sf\u00e2r\u015fit m\u0103 a\u015fteptau viitorii mei bani de rimel \u015fi amandine) \u015fi ob\u0163ineam rezultate. <\/p>\n
Azi, v\u0103d copii supraveghea\u0163i \u015fi proteja\u0163i p\u00e2n\u0103 \u015fi de umbra lor. Du\u015fi la \u015fcoal\u0103 cu ma\u015fina \u00een clasa a VI-a. \u015ei nu zic c\u0103 e r\u0103u. \u00cen final, sun\u0103 obscen s\u0103 trimi\u0163i un copil de 7 ani la cump\u0103r\u0103turi. Sun\u0103 obscen ca un copil \u00een general\u0103 s\u0103 fac\u0103 munc\u0103 pl\u0103tit\u0103 de profesor meditator. <\/p>\n
Cert e c\u0103, dac\u0103 nu le f\u0103ceam pe astea, nu c\u00e2\u015ftigam nivelul de autonomie care s\u0103-mi permit\u0103 s\u0103-mi fug\u0103resc activ visele \u015fi s\u0103 ignor dezaprobarea p\u0103rinteasc\u0103. Nu ajungeam la nivelul de for\u0163\u0103 interioar\u0103 care s\u0103 m\u0103 fac\u0103 s\u0103 ignor ura, r\u0103utatea \u015fi meschin\u0103ria altora. <\/p>\n
Pe vremea mea, p\u0103rin\u0163ii nu aveau timp de tine \u015fi asta te obliga s\u0103 cre\u015fti enorm de mult ca om. Iar asta m-a f\u0103cut s\u0103 devin eu \u00eens\u0103mi. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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