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Era weekend, iar Violeta se ducea acas\u0103, la \u0163ar\u0103. Maic\u0103-sa avea aceast\u0103 tactic\u0103 extrem de inteligent\u0103, credea ea, \u015fi extrem de penal\u0103, considera Violeta, de control. \u00cei d\u0103dea bani de facultate c\u00e2t s\u0103-i ajung\u0103 pe o s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103 \u015fi o a\u015ftepta \u00een weekend acas\u0103. Nu-i zicea de la obraz: vino acas\u0103 s\u00e2mb\u0103ta \u015fi duminica, pur \u015fi simplu refuza s\u0103-i dea mai mul\u0163i bani, iar la sf\u00e2r\u015fitul de s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103 pe care Violeta a fost obligat\u0103 s\u0103-l petreac\u0103 \u00een Bucure\u015fti, pentru c\u0103 lumea decisese s\u0103 v\u0103ruiasc\u0103 \u00een camer\u0103 \u015fi ea ar fi supt-o grandios \u00een caz c\u0103 s-ar fi eschivat, maic\u0103-sa i-a trimis banii abia miercuri, oblig\u00e2nd-o s\u0103 tr\u0103iasc\u0103 dou\u0103 zile cu p\u00e2ine \u015fi mu\u015ftar. Iar miercuri i-a trimis printr-un vecin care a \u0163inut s\u0103 inspecteze personal v\u0103ruiala din camer\u0103, s\u0103 g\u0103seasc\u0103 vreo zece defecte \u015fi s\u0103 bage cu impresia nesolicitat\u0103 pe un ton de favoare.<\/p>\n
De\u015fi ura cu pasiune stilul \u0103sta subtil – pis\u0103log, Violeta \u00een\u0163elegea. V\u0103zut de la nivel rural, Bucure\u015ftiul era loc de pierzanie, \u00eemp\u0103r\u0103\u0163ia drogurilor, a sexului neprotejat, a cluburilor exorbitant de scumpe \u015fi a diverselor vicii f\u0103r\u0103 ie\u015fire. P\u0103rin\u0163ii se temeau ca nu cumva feti\u0163a lor cuminte, care acas\u0103 evita at\u00e2t de ferm avansurile golanilor, s\u0103 nu se piard\u0103 \u00een mocirla pl\u0103cerilor \u015fi s\u0103 nu vin\u0103 acas\u0103 cu din\u0163i lips\u0103, r\u0103ni supur\u00e2nde \u00een loc de vene \u015fi o sering\u0103 ie\u015findu-i din bra\u0163, legat\u0103 cu un garou.<\/p>\n
De parc\u0103 nu puteai face cinci zile pe s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103 tot ce te t\u0103ia capul \u015fi s\u0103 pozezi \u00een Maica Tereza restul de dou\u0103, oft\u0103 \u00een g\u00e2nd Violeta.<\/p>\n
Se ducea acas\u0103 cu o t\u00e2r\u015f\u0103, de parc\u0103 ar fi avut o ghiulea de picior. Unu, c\u0103l\u0103toritul \u0103sta de obliga\u0163ie e obositor al dracu’. \u015ei doi, se \u00eendr\u0103gostise recent \u015fi ar fi preferat s\u0103 stea s\u00e2mb\u0103ta \u00een dulce intimitate, nu \u00een microbuzul plin de praf, miros pestilen\u0163ial de oameni care nu descoperiser\u0103 \u00eenc\u0103 no\u0163iunea de s\u0103pun \u015fi \u0163ip\u0103t de copii mici, plictisi\u0163i de orele de stat \u00een poala p\u0103rin\u0163ilor.<\/p>\n
\u00cen plus, trebuia s\u0103 aib\u0103 aceast\u0103 discu\u0163ie cu maic\u0103-sa. Persoana de care se \u00eendr\u0103gostise era, ei bine, \u0103\u0103\u0103, o fat\u0103. Tot student\u0103, ceva mai liber\u0103 financiar, ca dovad\u0103 c\u0103 Violeta se mutase aproape cu totul \u00een garsoniera ei \u015fi p\u0103stra c\u0103minul doar a\u015fa, just in case, s\u0103 aib\u0103 unde s\u0103 se duc\u0103 \u00een caz c\u0103 lucrurile nu merg conform primelor impresii.<\/p>\n
A trecut un weekend de chin, dor, disperare. Al doilea weekend, tortur\u0103 curat\u0103. \u015ei pentru c\u0103 rela\u0163ia p\u0103rea din ce \u00een ce mai frumoas\u0103, Violeta \u00ee\u015fi dorea din inim\u0103 s\u0103 scape de corvoada c\u0103l\u0103toritului inutil \u015fi s\u0103 se bucure de un weekend de dormit \u00eendelung, cafea \u00een pat, plimbare \u00een parc, povestit, s\u0103rut\u0103ri \u015fi filme pe Netflix, pur \u015fi simplu. O preten\u0163ie m\u0103runt\u0103 pentru om, dar \u00eei era fric\u0103 de consecin\u0163ele funeste ale m\u0103rturisirii \u015fi ale propunerii, o dat\u0103 ce deschidea gura,<\/p>\n
\u015ei totu\u015fi, copilul care nu pl\u00e2nge nu prime\u015fte \u0163\u00e2\u0163\u0103, \u00ee\u015fi spuse ea.<\/p>\n
Maic\u0103-sa a \u00eent\u00e2mpinat-o vesel\u0103. A pus-o direct la mas\u0103, cum fac mamele. A \u00eendopat-o de zici c\u0103 voia s-o taie la Ignat, c\u0103 iubirea de mod\u0103 veche trece obligatoriu prin stomac. I-a povestit tot ce se \u00eent\u00e2mplase \u00een Suleiman Magnificul \u00een s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2na care trecuse, cu indign\u0103ri \u015fi exalt\u0103ri de gospodin\u0103 simpl\u0103, care \u0163ine cu \u0103ia buni \u015fi-i ur\u0103\u015fte pe \u0103ia r\u0103i.<\/p>\n
Taic\u0103-su urma s\u0103 vin\u0103 la noapte, c\u0103 era seara de c\u00e2rcium\u0103. Frate-su era cu ga\u015fca, sor\u0103-sa vopsea o vecin\u0103 de peste drum. Miraculos, nu era nici o prieten\u0103 a maic\u0103-sii pe la ele, s\u0103 dea raport cu b\u00e2rfele satului, deci momentul cam \u0103sta era. Chit c\u0103 la\u015fitatea ontologic\u0103 de fat\u0103 cuminte, educat\u0103 s\u0103 nu supere, o \u00eendemna pe Violeta s\u0103 lase totul pe s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2na viitoare, o voce nou\u0103, st\u0103ruitoare, insista: \u0102sta e momentul. \u00cenha\u0163\u0103-l.<\/p>\n
-Mam\u0103…<\/p>\n
-\u0162i-e foame, \u00ee\u0163i mai pun?<\/p>\n
-Nu, nu mai pot, sunt ok.<\/p>\n
-Fat\u0103, tu nu prea m\u0103n\u00e2nci. Ce-i cu tine, vrei s\u0103 sl\u0103be\u015fti, ai pus ochii pe vreun gagiu \u015fmecher de Bucure\u015fti.<\/p>\n
-Exagerezi, mam\u0103. Am balotat ca un regiment de infanterie. Cafea avem?<\/p>\n
-La ora asta, m\u0103i fat\u0103? Cum o s\u0103 dormi?<\/p>\n
-Mam\u0103, \u015ftii c\u0103 dorm la zece minute dup\u0103 ce beau cafea.<\/p>\n
-Bine, dar s\u0103 nu mi te vaie\u0163i c\u0103 e pi\u015foarc\u0103. Eu seara beau cafea slab\u0103.<\/p>\n
De fapt, cafeaua fusese doar un truc de adunat curaj. \u00cenc\u0103 cinci minute c\u00e2\u015ftigate, de pace \u015fi lini\u015fte, \u00eenainte s\u0103 se dezl\u0103n\u0163uie tot iadul.<\/p>\n
-Uite \u015fi cafeaua. \u00ce\u0163i pui tu zah\u0103r \u015fi lapte, c\u0103 iar \u0163ipi la mine c\u0103 vreau s\u0103 te tai de Ignat. Pe vremea mea era bine s\u0103 fii gras\u0103, \u00eensemna c\u0103 are b\u0103rbatul ce s\u0103-\u0163i dea de m\u00e2ncare.<\/p>\n
-Da, bine. Stai \u015fi tu jos, hai s\u0103 vorbim.<\/p>\n
-Noi s\u0103 vorbim, m\u0103i, mam\u0103?<\/p>\n
-Da. Trebuie s\u0103-\u0163i spun ceva.<\/p>\n
-Aoleu, e\u015fti repetent\u0103?<\/p>\n
-Nu, mam\u0103. Am luat toate creditele care trebuiau.<\/p>\n
-Te-ai drogat?<\/p>\n
-Nu.<\/p>\n
-Nu mai e\u015fti fat\u0103 mare?<\/p>\n
-Vrei s\u0103 taci pu\u0163in, s\u0103 pot s\u0103-\u0163i zic? \u00ee\u015fi pierdu r\u0103bdarea Violeta.<\/p>\n
M\u0103-sa d\u0103du ochii peste cap a melodram\u0103.<\/p>\n
-C\u00e2t\u0103 lips\u0103 de respect, dup\u0103 tot ce am f\u0103cut pentru tine. Tu nu-mi spui mie s\u0103 tac, \u00een casa mea.<\/p>\n
-Dar nu pot s\u0103 vorbesc peste tine, \u00een pana mea. Am ceva s\u0103-\u0163i spun \u015fi vreau s\u0103 m\u0103 ascul\u0163i.<\/p>\n
M\u0103-sa se uit\u0103 \u00eengrijorat\u0103 la Violeta, apoi decret\u0103:<\/p>\n
-E\u015fti gravid\u0103.<\/p>\n
-Nu.<\/p>\n
-Sigur?<\/p>\n
-Bag m\u00e2na-n foc.<\/p>\n
M\u0103-sa \u00ee\u015fi turn\u0103 o \u0163uic\u0103 din sticla de Borsec la doi litri, \u00een care le aducea nea Ionel \u0163uica mereu, o d\u0103du pe g\u00e2t \u015fi zise:<\/p>\n
-Care e treaba?<\/p>\n
-Mam\u0103, am o rela\u0163ie. E la \u00eenceput, dar pare serioas\u0103. \u015ei cred c\u0103 m-am \u00eendr\u0103gostit un pic.<\/p>\n
-Ce bine, deja m\u0103 speriasem c\u0103 nu te ui\u0163i la nimeni. S\u0103-l aduci acas\u0103, s\u0103-l cunoa\u015ftem \u015fi noi.<\/p>\n
-E o mic\u0103 problem\u0103.<\/p>\n
-\u0162i-e ru\u015fine cu noi, p\u0103rin\u0163ii t\u0103i oameni simpli de la \u0163ar\u0103?<\/p>\n
-Chiar nu. M\u0103 la\u015fi te rog s\u0103-mi termin ideea?<\/p>\n
-Da, te las, obraznico, o \u00eeng\u00e2n\u0103 m\u0103-sa.<\/p>\n
\u00cen momentul \u0103la, o disperare puse st\u0103p\u00e2nire pe Violeta. La c\u00e2t de handicapat\u0103 poate s\u0103 fie f\u0103ptura asta, cum Dumnezeu s\u0103-i explici, s-o faci s\u0103 \u015fi \u00een\u0163eleag\u0103… Dar se apucase. Trebuia s\u0103 mearg\u0103 p\u00e2n\u0103 la cap\u0103t.<\/p>\n
-Mam\u0103, am prieten\u0103.<\/p>\n
-\u015ei? Toate avem.<\/p>\n
-Nu, mam\u0103. Eu sunt \u00een rela\u0163ie cu o tip\u0103, care e prietena mea, \u015fi eu sunt prietena ei.<\/p>\n
-Aaaaa…<\/p>\n
Maic\u0103-sa r\u0103mase mut\u0103 pentru o clip\u0103, iar Violeta str\u00e2nse ochii anticip\u00e2nd tot iadul din lume.<\/p>\n
-M\u0103i, mam\u0103, adic\u0103 tu e\u015fti…<\/p>\n
-Da, sunt.<\/p>\n
-\u015ei \u0163i-au pl\u0103cut mereu fetele?<\/p>\n
-Nu mi-a fost nici mie clar p\u00e2n\u0103 acum, pentru c\u0103 nu m-am \u00een\u0163eles niciodat\u0103, dar simt c\u0103 e ceea ce mi-am dorit dintotdeauna.<\/p>\n
-Aha. \u015ei… ce face\u0163i voi \u00een pat \u00eentre voi?<\/p>\n
-Ce faci \u015fi tu cu tata! se r\u0103sti Violeta, care anticipa un scandal \u015fi o moral\u0103, nu \u00eentreb\u0103ri despre sex.<\/p>\n
-Fata mea, eu cu taic\u0103-tu nu mai facem nimic de zece ani, oft\u0103 \u00eendelung maic\u0103-sa.<\/p>\n
Apoi, t\u0103cu.<\/p>\n
-Da, te \u00een\u0163eleg, femeile sunt mai frumoase, are ce s\u0103-\u0163i plac\u0103 mai mult la ele, d\u0103du din cap m\u0103-sa dup\u0103 un timp.<\/p>\n
De data asta, Violeta r\u0103mase tablou. “Anemone” de \u015etefan Luchian.<\/p>\n
-Pe cuv\u00e2ntul t\u0103u?<\/p>\n
-Aproape c\u0103 te invidiez, m\u0103i mam\u0103. Uite, boul de taic\u0103-tu nu mi\u015fc\u0103 nimic \u00een cas\u0103, e total degeaba. Nu m-a mai m\u00e2ng\u00e2iat a\u015fa, cu iubire, de nu mai \u015ftiu c\u00e2nd. Tot ce \u015ftie e televizorul. \u015ei cr\u00e2\u015fma. M\u0103n\u00e2nc\u0103, se cac\u0103 \u015fi se culc\u0103.<\/p>\n
-Prietena mea m\u0103 ajut\u0103 \u00een tot ce fac \u015fi ne s\u0103rut\u0103m toat\u0103 ziua.<\/p>\n
-A\u015fa \u015fi trebuie, m\u0103i mam\u0103. Altfel, la ce s\u0103 te duci acas\u0103, s\u0103 m\u0103n\u00e2nci ciorb\u0103 cu cineva \u015fi at\u00e2t?<\/p>\n
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