M\u0103 uit cum prime\u015fti lovitur\u0103 dup\u0103 lovitur\u0103 de c\u00e2nd ai f\u0103cut reclama de vara trecut\u0103 \u015fi vreau s\u0103 te \u00eentreb: cum rezi\u015fti? Te-am v\u0103zut trec\u00e2nd peste valuri de ur\u0103 care ar fi traumatizat pe mul\u0163i oameni normali, peste r\u0103ut\u0103\u0163i groaznice \u015fi injurii oribile. Cum procedezi? Ce faci? Cum te reconstruie\u015fti mereu pe interior? Te citeam \u015fi \u00eenainte, dar de anul trecut, e\u015fti eroina mea. <\/p>\n
Mul\u0163umesc, <\/p>\n
X.<\/strong><\/p>\n
***<\/p>\n
Drag\u0103 X.,<\/p>\n
E foarte simplu. Am antrenament din cea mai fraged\u0103 copil\u0103rie. Eu am fost copilul c\u0103ruia nu i-a acordat nimeni nici un fel de credit niciodat\u0103, prostul by default. Partea bun\u0103, c\u00e2nd nu \u00ee\u0163i acord\u0103 nimeni nici un fel de credit, e c\u0103 \u00ee\u0163i formezi \u00een timp o profund\u0103 nep\u0103sare fa\u0163\u0103 de opinia public\u0103 \u00een general, \u015fi c\u0103tre oameni care oricum nu au nimic s\u0103-\u0163i ofere \u00een particular. <\/p>\n
Faci ce vrei tu. Cine e \u00een barc\u0103 cu tine, bine. Cone nu, s\u0103 pluteasc\u0103 pe alte valuri. <\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd e\u015fti h\u0103r\u0163uit \u015fi umilit de mic, din secunda \u00een care cre\u015fti mare, ai format un scut interior at\u00e2t de rezistent, \u00eenc\u00e2t nimic nu te mai \u015focheaz\u0103 \u015fi nimic nu te prinde pe nepreg\u0103tite. Ai un plan B \u015fi un just in case pentru orice poten\u0163ial\u0103 m\u0103g\u0103rie. <\/p>\n
\u00cenainte de ura asta public\u0103 foarte g\u0103l\u0103gioas\u0103, am avut de \u00eendurat de n ori ura par\u015fiv\u0103, ura insinuat\u0103, ura care te lucreaz\u0103 pe la spate, perfidia malefic\u0103 \u015fi altele pe aceea\u015fi tem\u0103, sau surorile lor aparent mai inofensive, neglijen\u0163a \u015fi c\u00e2\u015ftigarea la belciuge. <\/p>\n
M\u0103car ura public\u0103 e pe fa\u0163\u0103 \u015fi direct\u0103, \u015ftii de unde s\u0103 o iei \u015fi \u015ftii cum s\u0103-i r\u0103spunzi. Abia intrigile pe la spate, faptul c\u0103 investe\u015fti bani \u015fi energie s\u0103 construie\u015fti lucruri care se surp\u0103 datorit\u0103 promisiunilor neonorate \u015fi sabotajului deliberat sunt lucruri cu adev\u0103rat chinuitoare. Dar, cu exerci\u0163iu, p\u00e2n\u0103 \u015fi de acestea te po\u015fi deta\u015fa. <\/p>\n
Momentan, aplic re\u0163eta Jet. Piesa mea lucrat\u0103 p\u00e2n\u0103 la perfec\u0163iunea ei punk mixat\u0103 cu industrial nen\u0163esc din anii 80. C\u0103 70% din popula\u0163ie nu pricepe inspira\u0163ia \u015fi mesajul \u015fi url\u0103 ca \u015facalii? Always do your best, fii sigur pe munca ta, \u015fi urletul altora va r\u0103m\u00e2ne zgomot de fond. <\/p>\n
\u00cen final, r\u0103m\u00e2n trei \u00eentreb\u0103ri mari \u015fi late: <\/p>\n
1. Lezez real pe cineva cu asta? <\/strong><\/p>\n Nope. Singurele leziuni pe care le-am provocat s-au adresat celor care m-au subestimat. \u015ei ca s\u0103 citez din musicalul Chicago: And then they used it and they abused it. It was a murder, but not a crime. <\/p>\n 2. Am eu con\u015ftiin\u0163a \u00eemp\u0103cat\u0103?<\/strong><\/p>\n Am f\u0103cut tot ce se putea omene\u015fte face pentru ca treaba s\u0103 ias\u0103 impecabil? <\/p>\n Da. Dac\u0103 eu cl\u0103desc un castel de sticl\u0103 \u015fi tu arunci \u00een el cu un bolovan, eu \u015ftiu cum e castelul de sticl\u0103 \u015fi \u00eel pot reconstrui oric\u00e2nd \u00een alt\u0103 parte. Tu \u00eens\u0103 \u015ftii doar s\u0103 arunci cu bolovani. Avantaj, eu. <\/p>\n 3. Datorez ceva celor care url\u0103 la mine s\u0103 fac A \u015fi B?<\/strong><\/p>\n Nu.<\/p>\n OK. \u00cen acest caz, pl\u0103cerea boln\u0103vicioas\u0103 pentru hate a unora \u015fi nefwterea cronic\u0103 a altora NU SUNT PROBLEMELE MELE. Sort yourselves out, bitchez, I got my own stuff to do. <\/p>\n Da, o s\u0103 fac \u00een continuare reclame pl\u0103tite decent. \u0218i \u00een continuare nu \u00eemi pas\u0103 cine \u00een ce mod vrea s\u0103 m\u0103 loveasc\u0103 \u00een ripost\u0103. Rezum\u00e2nd: \u00een momentul \u0103sta, mi se rupe pwla de ace\u015fti l\u0103tr\u0103i at\u00e2t de ad\u00e2nc, \u00eenc\u00e2t deja se aude poc – poc \u015fi \u00een testicule. Recomand s\u0103 dezvol\u0163i calitatea asta. E forma ultim\u0103 de libertate. <\/p>\n Sper c\u0103 \u0163i-am fost util\u0103, <\/p>\n Lorena. <\/p>\n ***<\/p>\n Dac\u0103 \u00ee\u0163i place acest blog, ai avut vreodat\u0103 inten\u0163ia s\u0103-l sus\u0163ii dar ai tot am\u00e2nat, acum ar fi un moment foarte bun.<\/p>\n *** ***<\/p>\n Ascult\u0103 Jet pe Spotify<\/a><\/strong>, cump\u0103r\u0103 piesa pe iTunes<\/strong><\/a> sau pe Amazon Music<\/strong><\/a>.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Intro: Periodic, oferim iubire cititorului nostru. Nu, Gicu, nu sub form\u0103 de sex, stai jos. \u00cen schimb, lu\u0103m o dram\u0103 personal\u0103 pe care mi-o...<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":16623,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-19437","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-spicy"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/02\/mail.png?fit=640%2C387&ssl=1","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19437","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=19437"}],"version-history":[{"count":6,"href":"https:\/\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19437\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":19443,"href":"https:\/\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19437\/revisions\/19443"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/16623"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=19437"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=19437"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=19437"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
\n\u0102ia care url\u0103 c\u0103 arti\u015ftii n-ar trebui s\u0103 fac\u0103 spoturi la cutare \u015fi la cutare au o invita\u0163ie deschis\u0103 s\u0103 mediteze ce oportunit\u0103\u0163i reale au oferit ei, sau firmele lor, unui artist care le pl\u0103cea. Nu mie. Unui artist care le pl\u0103cea. Mul\u0163i nu \u015ftiu cum s\u0103 ne mocangeasc\u0103 \u015fi s\u0103 se tocmeasc\u0103 ca la talcioc, pe ni\u015fte condi\u0163ii contractuale jenante \u015fi cu expunere absolut abject\u0103. <\/p>\n![\"\"](\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/03\/cafea-300x300.jpg?resize=300%2C300\")
<\/a><\/p>\n
\nVrei s\u0103 m\u0103 urm\u0103re\u015fti \u00een social media? \u00cemi po\u0163i da like pe Facebook<\/strong><\/a>, follow pe Twitter<\/a><\/strong> \u015fi Instagram<\/a><\/strong>.<\/p>\n