{"id":21963,"date":"2021-06-25T09:56:41","date_gmt":"2021-06-25T06:56:41","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/?p=21963"},"modified":"2021-06-25T09:56:54","modified_gmt":"2021-06-25T06:56:54","slug":"ani-de-liceu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/ani-de-liceu\/","title":{"rendered":"Ani de liceu"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Stau la c\u00e2teva blocuri distan\u021b\u0103 de Liceul Alexandru Ioan Cuza din Bucure\u0219ti \u0219i le ascult ceremonia de \u00eencheiere a anului \u0219colar prin fereastra deschis\u0103. Nu e greu. Au microfoane \u0219i sonorizare profesional\u0103, cred c\u0103-i auzi \u0219i din bulevard. Mai vezi pe la ferestre diverse fe\u021be palide, ca a mea, p\u00e2ndind momentul cu o form\u0103 de nostalgie. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nu dup\u0103 \u0219coala pe care am f\u0103cut-o. Cea mai sinistr\u0103 \u0219coal\u0103 din Sf\u00e2ntu Gheorghe, Liceul Economic, urmat\u0103 la presiunea mamei, care \u00eemi \u0219tia cu ferocitate binele, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 consulte \u0219i pe mine ce p\u0103rere am despre binele meu. Cred c\u0103 nimeni nu mi-a oferit mai pu\u021bin respect \u0219i mai pu\u021bin\u0103 preocupare fa\u021b\u0103 de cine sunt eu de fapt dec\u00e2t mama. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Au fost patru ani de liceu ur\u00e2\u021bi cu spume, cu oameni cu care nu prea aveam ce discuta, except\u00e2nd vreo trei persoane, \u0219i care m\u0103 judecau dup\u0103 hainele oribile pe care le mo\u0219teneam dup\u0103 al\u021bi copii din familie, c\u00e2nd \u0103ia se s\u0103turau s\u0103 le poarte. Eram exemplul viu c\u0103 nu toate femeile ar trebui s\u0103 fie mame \u0219i c\u0103 unele ar fi f\u0103cut mai bine s\u0103-\u0219i asume din timp incapacitatea de a iubi \u0219i a sus\u021bine pui \u00een cre\u0219tere spre o maturitate echilibrat\u0103, dec\u00e2t s\u0103-i nasc\u0103 \u0219i s\u0103-i sileasc\u0103 s-o ia de la zero, \u00eempotriva condi\u021bion\u0103rii toxice, s\u0103 \u00ee\u0219i \u00eemplineasc\u0103 o parte din vise. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dar hai s\u0103 l\u0103s\u0103m asta. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ascult prin fereastr\u0103 ceremonia de \u00eenchidere a anului \u0219colar \u0219i mi se umple inima de emo\u021bie. Doamna directoare \u00een\u0219ir\u0103 premii pe la olimpiade \u0219i alte concursuri. Mam\u0103\u0103\u0103, c\u00e2te oportunit\u0103\u021bi au liceenii de azi s\u0103 \u00ee\u0219i expun\u0103 \u0219i s\u0103 \u00ee\u0219i valorifice talentele. Un premiu \u00eemi sare \u00een mod special \u00een urechi: C\u00e2\u021biva copii \u0219i o profesoar\u0103 au creat un plan de companie eco-friendly \u0219i au luat nu \u0219tiu ce premiu interna\u021bional valoros. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Stau \u0219i m\u0103 \u00eentreb cu care dintre profesorii mei din liceu a\u0219 fi putut crea ceva de genul. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Lol. Majoritatea abia buchiseau lec\u021bia din manual. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nici discursurile directoarei \u0219i ale profesorilor nu sunt exagerat de lungi \u0219i \u00eemb\u00e2csite de cli\u0219ee care s\u0103 lungeasc\u0103 inutil momentul \u0219i s\u0103-l fac\u0103 plicticos, iar copiii chiar aplaud\u0103 \u0219i ova\u021bioneaz\u0103 entuziast, de zici c\u0103 sunt la concert la Ariana Grande. Probabil, entuziasmul de a merge la \u0219coal\u0103 \u0219i de a sim\u021bi c\u0103 apar\u021bin unui grup a crescut vertiginos \u00een at\u00e2tea luni de restric\u021bii \u0219i de stat cu sila acas\u0103. \u00cei aplaud\u0103 pe profesori, pe premian\u021bi, aplaud\u0103 tot. Aplaud\u0103 ideea c\u0103 sunt liberi, sub un soare deocamdat\u0103 prietenos. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ce voiam s\u0103 spun cu asta? <\/p>\n\n\n\n

A, da. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mi s-a f\u0103cut dor de adolescen\u021b\u0103. Dar nu de cea pe care am avut-o. Ci pe cea pe care a\u0219 fi putut s\u0103 o am, dac\u0103 soarta mi-ar fi repartizat ni\u0219te c\u0103r\u021bi mai bune \u00een deschidere. Pe de alt\u0103 parte, mul\u021bi al\u021bi oameni \u00eenc\u0103 se zbat \u00een acel ciclu al nefericirii \u0219i abuzului, pe care \u00eel perpetueaz\u0103 cu zeci de decizii proaste. Eu sunt un om liber. At\u00e2t de liber, de parc\u0103 a\u0219 fi avut ACEAST\u0102 adolescen\u021b\u0103. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

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