{"id":246,"date":"2008-07-26T11:14:03","date_gmt":"2008-07-26T08:14:03","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lorenalupu.wordpress.com\/?p=246"},"modified":"2008-07-26T11:14:03","modified_gmt":"2008-07-26T08:14:03","slug":"gelozie","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/gelozie\/","title":{"rendered":"Gelozie"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Eu sunt un om foarte, foarte gelos. De c\u00e2nd eram mic\u0103, \u00eemi pl\u0103cea ca prietena mea cea mai bun\u0103 s\u0103 fie <strong>doar<\/strong> prietena mea cea mai bun\u0103, s\u0103 nu se \u00eemprieteneasc\u0103 \u00een mod egal cu tot restul lumii. Voiam s\u0103 simt c\u0103 sunt mai mult pentru persoanele pe care le iubeam dec\u00e2t restul lumii &#8211; voiam s\u0103 simt c\u0103 sunt TOTUL.<\/p>\n<p>Dac\u0103 trebuia s\u0103 suport intru\u015fi, f\u0103ceam tot posibilul s\u0103 \u00eei alung. Eram neprietenoas\u0103, necooperant\u0103, nesuferit\u0103, ne. Pentru c\u0103 mi se p\u0103rea c\u0103 \u00een prietenia noastr\u0103 perfect\u0103 nu e loc de intru\u015fi. Nu e loc dec\u00e2t de Tu \u015fi Eu.<\/p>\n<p>\u00centre timp, am crescut \u015fi m-am mai lini\u015ftit. Am descoperit farmecul discret &#8211; sau mai pu\u0163in discret &#8211; al diversit\u0103\u0163ii. Nu mai pun monopol pe nimeni. Dar ceea ce mi-a r\u0103mas &#8211; e nevoia de a sim\u0163i c\u0103 sunt special\u0103 pentru cei cu care am o rela\u0163ie apropiat\u0103.<!--more--><\/p>\n<p>Niciodat\u0103 nu am suportat oamenii care \u00eei minimalizeaz\u0103 pe cei care le sunt al\u0103turi, pentru care familiaritatea devine egal\u0103 cu trivialitatea &#8211; care sunt numai miere fa\u0163\u0103 de str\u0103ini \u015fi numai fi\u0163e fa\u0163\u0103 de cei apropia\u0163i. Dac\u0103 dispare stropul de magie al unei pove\u015fti, \u015fi e \u00eenlocuit de striden\u0163e sau nep\u0103sare &#8211; fie ea \u015fi simulat\u0103 &#8211; locul meu nu mai e acolo.<\/p>\n<p>Nu pretind c\u0103 e bine sau r\u0103u s\u0103 fii a\u015fa &#8211; poate e teribil de r\u0103u &#8211; dar a\u015fa sunt eu. Nu am cum s\u0103 fiu altfel. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Eu sunt un om foarte, foarte gelos. De c\u00e2nd eram mic\u0103, \u00eemi pl\u0103cea ca prietena mea cea mai bun\u0103 s\u0103 fie doar prietena mea&#46;&#46;&#46;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[316],"class_list":["post-246","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-spicy","tag-sub_impulsul_momentului"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/246","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=246"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/246\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=246"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=246"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=246"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}