{"id":4985,"date":"2012-03-04T19:17:27","date_gmt":"2012-03-04T19:17:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lorenalupu.wordpress.com\/?p=4985"},"modified":"2012-03-04T19:17:27","modified_gmt":"2012-03-04T19:17:27","slug":"luati-ma-n-gura-cu-multa-tandrete","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/luati-ma-n-gura-cu-multa-tandrete\/","title":{"rendered":"Lua\u0163i-m\u0103-n gur\u0103 cu mult\u0103 tandre\u0163e"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>C\u00e2nd eram copil, dou\u0103 chestii m\u0103 f\u0103ceau s\u0103 rag necontrolat &#8211; de\u015fi eram genul \u00eenchis \u00een sine, de la care scoteai trii vorbe cu cle\u015ftele. Dar astea dou\u0103 chestii scoteau din mine animalul turbat care urma s\u0103 devin cu timpul. <\/p>\n<div class=\"video-container\"><span class=\"embed-youtube\" style=\"text-align:center; display: block;\"><iframe loading=\"lazy\" class=\"youtube-player\" width=\"700\" height=\"394\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/OiW62sENOcw?version=3&#038;rel=1&#038;showsearch=0&#038;showinfo=1&#038;iv_load_policy=1&#038;fs=1&#038;hl=en-US&#038;autohide=2&#038;wmode=transparent\" allowfullscreen=\"true\" style=\"border:0;\" sandbox=\"allow-scripts allow-same-origin allow-popups allow-presentation allow-popups-to-escape-sandbox\"><\/iframe><\/span><\/div>\n<p>Una era orice chestie care avea leg\u0103tur\u0103 cu focul. Iar cealalt\u0103 &#8211; ei, bine, cealalt\u0103 era a\u015fa: <\/p>\n<p>Eu scriu de la trei ani. Nu \u015ftiu cum pula calului, dar pe la doi ani jumate am g\u0103sit un abecedar vechi \u015fi am \u00eenv\u0103\u0163at s\u0103 citesc \u015fi s\u0103 scriu singur\u0103. Apoi am \u00eenceput s\u0103 citesc pove\u015fti \u015fi, pentru c\u0103 nu-mi pl\u0103ceau, scriam eu altele &#8211; sinistre, bine\u00een\u0163eles &#8211; dar care mie mi se p\u0103reau mai bune. <\/p>\n<p>OK. \u015ei bunic\u0103-mea, genul de muiere b\u0103g\u0103rea\u0163\u0103, dintr-o bucat\u0103, n\u0103scut\u0103 la \u0163ar\u0103, <em>magna gospodina cum laude<\/em>, trebuia s\u0103-\u015fi bage ea nasul peste tot \u015fi se apuca s\u0103 citeasc\u0103 \u00een gura mare ce scriam eu. \u015ei citea \u00eengrozitoooor de prost. Deci trauma era ceva de genul: copil violat de o ga\u015fc\u0103 de belgieni pedofili. Am catalogat-o \u00een g\u00e2nd pe bunic\u0103-mea drept o proast\u0103 penibil\u0103 &#8211; o, da, \u015fi pe atunci eram necru\u0163\u0103toare pe interior cu pro\u015ftii, numai c\u0103 nu m\u0103 manifestam, de teama unei scatoalce peste fa\u0163\u0103 &#8211; \u015fi am interzis tuturor s\u0103-mi deschid\u0103 caietele. <\/p>\n<p>Acum, c\u0103 au trecut mul\u0163i, mul\u0163i ani, \u015fi am lucrat mult la chestia asta, am dep\u0103\u015fit trauma \u015fi \u00eencep s\u0103 dau, \u00eencet \u00eencet, texte \u00een gur\u0103 oamenilor. \u00cen continuare exist\u0103 sentimentul \u0103la extrem de personal, c\u0103 omul care zice din tine pune gura pe cea mai intim\u0103 parte din tine. C\u00e2nd o face cum trebuie, e orgasmic, c\u00e2nd nu, retr\u0103iesc trauma din copil\u0103rie cu bunic\u0103-mea, pe care  acum o judec cu ceva mai mult\u0103 \u00een\u0163elegere, \u00een fond citea la fel de neinteligent \u015fi ziarul, deci nu era ceva personal. <\/p>\n<p>Deci, v\u0103 rog, lua\u0163i-m\u0103-n gur\u0103 cum \u015fti\u0163i voi mai gentil. Sunt mai fragil\u0103 dec\u00e2t a\u0163i crede. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>C\u00e2nd eram copil, dou\u0103 chestii m\u0103 f\u0103ceau s\u0103 rag necontrolat &#8211; de\u015fi eram genul \u00eenchis \u00een sine, de la care scoteai trii vorbe cu&#46;&#46;&#46;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4985","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-spicy"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4985","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4985"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4985\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4985"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4985"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4985"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}