Comentariile de la postul anterior \u015fi toat\u0103 afec\u0163iunea care a venit valuri-valuri mi-au amintit de copil\u0103rie. <\/p>\n
\u015eti\u0163i, maic\u0103-mea era divor\u0163at\u0103, \u00eel ura pe taic\u0103-miu care o neglijase \u015fi o \u00een\u015felase cu o curv\u0103 penal\u0103 \u015fi-\u015fi desc\u0103rca ura asta asupra mea. M\u0103 futea la melodie zi \u015fi noapte, pompa tone de agresiune \u00een mine. <\/p>\n
\u015ei, la un moment dat, dup\u0103 ni\u015fte ani \u00een care mi-am dorit s\u0103 mor, am f\u0103cut apendicit\u0103 \u015fi am ajuns la urgen\u0163\u0103, la spital, m-au operat repede \u015fi, p\u00e2n\u0103 s\u0103 apuc s\u0103 sun acas\u0103, eram deja sub perfuzie. Pe atunci nu existau mobile, \u015fi o infirmier\u0103 a sunat de la telefonul cu fise din holul spitalului, s\u0103 anun\u0163e c\u0103 eram cu un apendice mai u\u015foar\u0103. <\/p>\n
Maic\u0103-mea a venit \u00eentr-un suflet, realmente disperat\u0103. <\/p>\n
Ea: De ce nu mi-ai spuus nimic???
\nEu: Pentru c\u0103 nu presupuneam c\u0103 \u0163i-ar fi p\u0103sat.
\nEa. Ce t\u00e2mpenii vorbe\u015fti. N-a\u0163i \u015ftiut niciodat\u0103 s\u0103-mi aprecia\u0163i sacrificiul etc. etc. <\/p>\n
\u015ei a revenit la r\u0103cnetele ei obi\u015fnuite, eu la surzenia selectiv\u0103, \u015fi fiecare la pizda m\u0103-sii. \u015ei m\u0103 g\u00e2ndeam la momentul precedent de disperare, care fusese real. \u015ei m\u0103 \u00eentrebam a\u015fa, vis\u0103tor: Ce rost are at\u00e2ta dragoste, dac\u0103 n-o ar\u0103\u0163i niciodat\u0103, iar eu m\u0103 simt mereu cel mai detestat copil din lume, \u00een preajma ta? <\/p>\n
Sincer, m-a\u0163i f\u0103cut s\u0103 m\u0103 simt ca \u00een acel scurt moment \u00een care am constatat c\u0103 maic\u0103-mii de fapt \u00eei pas\u0103. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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