V\u0103 povesteam acum ceva vreme de blocajul lui trebuie. Forma aia de anarhie at\u00e2t de profund\u0103, \u00eenc\u00e2t ajungi s\u0103 te autosabotezi. Momentul c\u00e2nd nu mai ai chef s\u0103 scrii nimic din ce trebuie, ci doar s\u0103 ba\u0163i c\u00e2mpii cu gra\u0163ie. Momentul c\u00e2nd orice imperativ \u00ee\u0163i devine at\u00e2t de detestabil, \u00eenc\u00e2t preferi s\u0103 te arunci pe geam dec\u00e2t s\u0103-l execu\u0163i.<\/p>\n
P\u00e2n\u0103 acum, blocajul lui “trebuie” se lovise doar de autoritate extern\u0103 abuziv\u0103 \u015fi t\u00e2mpit\u0103. “Trebuie s\u0103 faci chestia asta!” \u015ei \u00eentreg organismul meu se revolta, r\u0103spunz\u00e2nd la acel “trebuie” prostesc cu o lips\u0103 total\u0103 de fertilitate. Acum, nu mai e vorba de alt\u0103 autoritate, dec\u00e2t a mea peste mine. Dar nici asta nu func\u0163ioneaz\u0103.
\nDe dou\u0103 zile, mi-am propus s\u0103 am oficial o perioad\u0103 furioas\u0103, pentru c\u0103 a\u015fa-mi ie\u015feau toate articolele. Negre de furie. \u015ei de exact dou\u0103 zile, nu-mi mai iese nici o liter\u0103 furioas\u0103. Tot ce \u00eencerc s\u0103 scriu furios pare parodia unei furii.<\/p>\n
Concluzia: cel pu\u0163in pe scris, nu-mi mai propun nimic obligatoriu pentru o vreme. O s\u0103 iau o pauz\u0103 de trebuit \u015fi o s\u0103 las vaca s\u0103 se mulg\u0103 singur\u0103, f\u0103r\u0103 nici un imperativ. “Trebuie” doar s\u0103 v\u0103d de unde vine acest blocaj la “trebuie” \u015fi s\u0103-l tratez, \u00eenainte s\u0103 m\u0103 goleasc\u0103 definitiv de orice talent literar.<\/p>\n
Poate, cel mult, \u00eemi impun cu sila o pauz\u0103 complet\u0103 de scris, de vreo dou\u0103 s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni. Timp \u00een care postez doar poze cu mine \u00een pielea goal\u0103. OK, glumesc. De\u015fi cred c\u0103 s-ar tripla traficul. Sau, dimpotriv\u0103, a\u015f ajunge pe listele siteurilor banate de firme, cot la cot cu pornhub \u015fi redtube.<\/p>\n
Voi ave\u0163i vreun blocaj la ideea de “trebuie?”<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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