{"id":8495,"date":"2014-08-25T13:51:17","date_gmt":"2014-08-25T13:51:17","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lorenalupu.wordpress.com\/?p=8495"},"modified":"2014-08-25T13:51:17","modified_gmt":"2014-08-25T13:51:17","slug":"jurnal-de-nescriitor-4-oamenii-medicament-si-oamenii-cocaina","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/jurnal-de-nescriitor-4-oamenii-medicament-si-oamenii-cocaina\/","title":{"rendered":"Jurnal de nescriitor 4: Oamenii-medicament \u015fi oamenii-cocain\u0103"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Chiar \u015fi momentele foarte proaste ale vie\u0163ii cuiva au o parte bun\u0103.<br \/>\nPartea bun\u0103 a momentelor proaste din via\u0163a cuiva e c\u0103 to\u0163i oamenii-plo\u015fni\u0163\u0103, toate lib\u0103rcile bipede, to\u0163i p\u0103duchii cu buletin se prind c\u0103 nu mai au de ce s\u0103 te stoarc\u0103 \u015fi te las\u0103 \u00een am\u0103r\u0103ciunea ta. \u015ei se creeaz\u0103 spa\u0163iul de care ai nevoie s\u0103 te po\u0163i regenera. \u015ei \u00een acest spa\u0163iu, \u00ee\u015fi fac loc dou\u0103 tipuri de oameni cu un imens poten\u0163ial de fascina\u0163ie.<\/p>\n<p>Vreau s\u0103 punctez, \u00eenainte de toate, c\u0103 e contrar naturii mele s\u0103 m\u0103 folosesc de oameni ca de ni\u015fte obiecte, fie ele \u015fi sanitare sau de cult. Mi se pare de un egoism feroce s\u0103 tratez o fiin\u0163\u0103 uman\u0103 cu vise, speran\u0163e \u015fi identitate ca pe un simplu r\u0103spuns la o problem\u0103 a mea. Nu m-a\u015f putea m\u0103rita cu un tip cu bani, s\u0103-l folosesc ca pe un cec ambulant; nu a\u015f putea avea vreo prieten\u0103 bun\u0103 la un domeniu dat, pe care s-o storc doar de ce \u015ftie s\u0103 fac\u0103 \u015fi \u00een rest s\u0103-i dau cu sictir; nu a\u015f putea folosi omul doar ca pe un sul de h\u00e2rtie igienic\u0103 cu care m\u0103 \u015fterg la fund c\u00e2nd trebuie, apoi trag apa dup\u0103 ea. Precizez asta pentru c\u0103 v\u0103d \u00een jurul meu nenum\u0103ra\u0163i oameni care atribuie altor oameni din jur rol de obiecte \u015fi m\u0103 \u00eensp\u0103im\u00e2nt\u0103 asta. A\u015f prefera s\u0103 mor \u00eenainte s\u0103 ajung acolo.<\/p>\n<p>Numai c\u0103 unii oameni au o pl\u0103cere s\u0103&#8230; cum s\u0103 spun eu. S\u0103 se lase exploata\u0163i. S\u0103 se lase stor\u015fi de ce au mai bun, ca s\u0103 m\u0103 hr\u0103nesc eu \u015fi s\u0103 revin la forma mea natural\u0103. Cam ca-n faza aia din <em>Vampire Academy<\/em>, cu &#8220;What are friends for?&#8221;.<\/p>\n<p>\u015ei exist\u0103 dou\u0103 tipuri de oameni de acest gen:<\/p>\n<p>Prima categorie sunt oamenii-medicament. Cei care-\u0163i oblojesc emo\u0163iile. Ocrotitori, buni, bl\u00e2nzi, calzi. One\u015fti, r\u0103bd\u0103tori, tandri, suavi, iubibili. Oameni care te ajut\u0103 cu chestii, care te \u0163in de m\u00e2nu\u0163\u0103, care te \u00eentreab\u0103 cum te mai sim\u0163i, care te fac s\u0103 sim\u0163i c\u0103 \u00eensemni ceva pentru cineva. Oameni care \u00ee\u0163i redau cheful de via\u0163\u0103.<\/p>\n<p>Apoi, exist\u0103 oamenii care te \u00eennebunesc. Cu persoana (\u015fi personalitatea) lor absolut fabuloas\u0103, cu de\u015ftept\u0103ciunea lor sclipitoare, cu replicile nea\u015fteptate, cu ingenuit\u0103\u0163i \u015fi perversit\u0103\u0163i alternate aleatoriu, cu o doz\u0103 de nebunie benign\u0103 \u015fi o pl\u0103cere nebun\u0103 de a genera adrenalin\u0103. \u0102\u015ftia \u00ee\u0163i redau cheful de crea\u0163ie. \u0102\u015ftia te fac s\u0103 te sim\u0163i din nou artist, respectiv un minidemiurg al unei lumi imaginare, care se na\u015fte din m\u00e2inile \u015fi mintea ta. De \u0103\u015ftia o s\u0103 am nevoie p\u00e2n\u0103 \u00een ultima mea zi de via\u0163\u0103.<\/p>\n<p>De aceea \u00eei numesc oameni &#8211; cocain\u0103. Nu doar pentru euforia \u015fi extazul pe care \u0163i le st\u00e2rnesc prin simpla interac\u0163iune. Ci \u015fi pentru capacitatea lor cu totul special\u0103 de a crea dependen\u0163\u0103.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Chiar \u015fi momentele foarte proaste ale vie\u0163ii cuiva au o parte bun\u0103. Partea bun\u0103 a momentelor proaste din via\u0163a cuiva e c\u0103 to\u0163i oamenii-plo\u015fni\u0163\u0103,&#46;&#46;&#46;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-8495","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-spicy"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8495","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=8495"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8495\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=8495"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=8495"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lorenalupu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=8495"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}