E greu s\u0103 v\u0103 m\u0103rturisesc ce urmeaz\u0103 s\u0103 v\u0103 m\u0103rturisesc. Simt o ap\u0103sare pe inim\u0103. O clip\u0103, cred c\u0103 mi-a c\u0103zut lustra din tavan. A\u015fa, am dat-o la o parte. Bun, acum sunt gata de confesiune. \u015ei sper s\u0103 nu m\u0103 privi\u0163i cu al\u0163i ochi. Sau, dac\u0103 o face\u0163i, m\u0103car s\u0103 nu fie ochii maro, c\u0103 mi s-ar p\u0103rea o lips\u0103 de respect. To\u0163i avem secrete, \u00een fond, \u015fi nu e nici o ru\u015fine. \u0102la care clatin\u0103 acum din cap a superioritate, citindu-m\u0103, de exemplu, \u00ee\u015fi m\u00e2nca mucii din nas c\u00e2nd era copil. \u00cei pescuia cu degetul mic \u015fi \u00eei halea ca pe fisticuri.<\/p>\n
O s\u0103 te \u00eentrebi \u00eengrozit de unde \u015ftiu asta. \u015etiu, pentru c\u0103 toat\u0103 via\u0163a am fost c\u0103lug\u0103ri\u0163\u0103 sub acoperire. Am fost trimis\u0103 de Dumnezeu \u00een persoan\u0103 s\u0103 propov\u0103duiesc credin\u0163a \u015fi iubirea de aproape, \u015fi pe cea de departe. At\u00e2ta doar c\u0103 am f\u0103cut-o d\u00e2nd exemplu de a\u015fa nu, pentru ca voi, muiori\u0163ele Domnului, s\u0103 vede\u0163i c\u00e2t de ur\u00e2t\u0103 e calea h\u00e2d\u0103, ceac\u00e2r\u0103 \u015fi cr\u0103c\u0103nat\u0103 a pierzaniei \u015fi s\u0103 merge\u0163i pe drumul cel lipsit de borduri la suprapre\u0163 al binelui.<\/p>\n
Crede\u0163i c\u0103 mi-a fost u\u015for s\u0103 scriu cu at\u00e2ta m\u0103dular \u00eenv\u00e2rto\u015fat, c\u00e2nd eu, \u00een secret, \u00een\u0103l\u0163am rug\u0103ciuni alternativ cu plec\u0103ciuni \u015fi m\u0103t\u0103nii, \u00eentru ve\u015fnic\u0103 os\u00e2rdie? Nu, nu mi-a fost. Dar o misiune e o misiune. Se execut\u0103, nu se discut\u0103.<\/p>\n
Acum, c\u0103 mi-am u\u015furat ap\u0103sarea de pe piept \u015fi am dat lustra la o parte, m\u0103 duc s\u0103 m\u0103 retrag \u00eentr-o scorbur\u0103 de copac, s\u0103-mi tr\u0103iesc restul zilelor ron\u0163\u0103ind coaj\u0103 \u015fi r\u0103\u015fini, \u00een\u0103l\u0163\u00e2nd ve\u015fnici psalmi \u015fi sco\u0163\u00e2ndu-mi furnici de sub sutan\u0103.<\/p>\n
Domnul fie cu voi. \u015ei nu uita\u0163i c\u0103 masturbarea orbe\u015fte. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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